peekture

so basically why I chose this peekture (of all peektures) is that it's really been reflecting wats going on in my life like as of recently besides the constant change thang.'if it really didn't matter you wouldn't be thinking about it' yes,I am only thinking about one person although I made myself a promise not to make hym my enemy.but h really cross the line when he maki firdaus ,i mean seirously,now firdaus doesn even want to tok to me guess it's not reallyta bad cus I more hurt about other things.like these two BITCHES who cannot even make it cus they are so FAT kept making fun of me.like FERKIN stupid mans.


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Life;)

I didn't noe wat to put as my blog title so I just randomly put life.weird.a lot of things have happened since my last post ..firstly ,o level results.today mr sim like gave us an overview of wat the emath results were and he also told us about a girl .the girl is non other than Daron .he told us about how she was aiming for a1for emath and that she got a2 . But I saw her that day and she was pretty happy with her results.DARON IS AN A1 STUDENT.gasp. Scaredz.looking on the bright side,I have time .not a lot but yes I do have that time.today we also had catalyst which was fun cus we had this diversity game and you had to pick five cards(which had a description of you like :mathematical) give two to chionh then exchange with ur friends then give one to chionh .and pick the best of those two and then join the group with the colur of the card.as usual I ended up with those happy ppl Shan ,yuan Qi ,Jo ,desiree etc etc.althogh I did feel that yang ce was in the wrong group (amir too) but nvm .we are like supposed to be frustrated with the blue Grp which had yux,kinez,jun yi and one more person I can't rmb. I was kinda sad that kinez was in that grp but it's ok chionh told us of a blue who married a red;)haha red and yellow( the happier ppl grp )were more dominant in our class so I was like blue GO HOME!!!!!I kept mocking jun yi the whole day untill he centred parted his hair during amath.looks like blue ppl can be fun after all;)

.tmrw we will be havin like pe and if I'm not wrong we're doing circuit trng;(other than that tmrw will have English dig test ;( bad day after all ;( wish me luck!!!!

XOXO,
The red ;)and black;)

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4e2

I geuss basically why I'm blogging about my class (other than the reason that I'm in it) is that how after much bonding,my class has decided to GEL toghetr .I mean like FINALLY .I was getting tired of screaming my head off during lessons ALONE .well since our teachers are ultimately so LAME, wat we do most is fake laugh toghetr.chem was an exception though.not surprising.despite her nagging she has surprised us several times and it helps that she's cute .SHE ACTUALLY TOUCHED THE HAIR.and pe too.he was funny but we haf all seen wat he can do rite?mau tiang is the most TOOOOOD teacher I have ever known .lulu was like no wonder she Neva get married .TRUE.the most shocking news I received like on the first day of school was that MRS CHEW IS PREGNANT.hahaha .big shock.I'm just overeacting though.I also realized that ppl genuinely say tat my hair is nice;););;);););););););)z I downloaded ebuddy;) now I can chat on msn on my ipod!!!!!;)););)).stupid thing to celebrate but do add me if ur reading this .unplugged.shf@hotmail.com .........if I noe that u exist;) also new news ....IM GONNA BEAT LESTER GOH UP;) if he tries anything funny;);) but it's really all he asked for .I can take him.he's a stupid scout boy.I'll finish him up the same way I did to jared .no looking back .but brandon is a real fucker .I mean like dude the problem is between me and lester .wats up wit u?moving on to good news that I'm rid of the bitch and chen Shan actually said I was handsome .not bad eh??eh.eh.eh.zoooo canadian . I'm finding 2010 as a good year.after I'm through wif lester .only thing is if I get into any discipline problems,ill be In DEEP SHIT.hahaha.

XOXO,
The black CAT;)


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To make you mine;)

To make you mine,

Missing your dulcet voice,
Only to wish you were close enough.
To hold you in my embrace.
I would give you anything of your choice,
For I have drunk the philtre,
That you have made.

You ARE the paragon of beauty.
You are the only one for me
for I will make it my duty,
Trust me,
To make you mine.

This poem is about agirl I saw when I was heartbroken about aguy .my feelings were like .why did god create someone ugly like me to be compared to someone like..like...HER !this is the short of the poem(believe me there's more).basically how I met this person and I sort of DIED.she was that PRETTY.well ,you wouldn't use HOT .cus she just wasn't that type of girl you know.not a girl you would date but a girl that you would be happy being friends with.it's a Edward Cullen -Bella Swan situation .you would leave her to make her happy .but not in the Edward Cullen way .you wouldn't date her you know.I found it hard to choose the right words but mr tum's new vocab thing helped .a lot.the feelings in the poem are just so INTENSE and yet so PURE .if u wanna see the full poem tweet me;)

xoxo
Im not lesbian;)
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NEW YEAR!!!!

Overview of 2009:I was kind of lazy .after I achieved what I wanted for a test(just to prove mr sim wrong)I would laze out till he speaks to me again.Top 20 was a goal,but NOT by dropping from top 10 .I was extremely loud too. I'm only takin this in as a point because I want to change on it BUT also for the benefit of my classmate (promptness ....CHEEEEY).Basically 'LOVING' them by doing wat they ask;).not 24/7 of course,I'd explode !I was also neglectful ,often unappreciative which I rmb as a trait I tried to change in 2008~2009.I wish I could rub it off ,but I couldn't so I've found a way to AVOID it(no,not hiding in my house)this means,if I feel like it,I will say it if not ,I will just be unappreciative .well that's 2010.anyway.I've detoriarated based on the fact that I was complacent.in all aspects.I'm looking forward to improving myself;)
Officially this marks the first day of 2010.yay.which brings the day I have to' leave' sham gets closer.it would be stupid and silly to cry so I'm NOT going to cry ;)instead ,I'm going to celebrate the joy and embrace wonderous things I'm gonna see and learn !!! OMF!I sound GAY .oops.that's wat hapen when you 'seize the day'= u become gay! Hahaha ! That rhymes.ugh .first day of new year and look what I've been tokin abt for like half my post!!anyway ,I'm not to love untill it's cheap!!!!!haha song ;)anyway I've still got my psp in check and 4e2 is sooo goin to scream at the new Shafna .that's what I like abt new year,new clean slate ,numbers on the report book and new GUYS!!!haha kidding abt the last part;) .basically I notice a common trend that I notice among my frens that I've been meeting up with :all have that fear of the O LEVELS!!!!let me see brenda ,grace ,gavin,anita , tze yang ,zhi xuan(loyang)even when I read ppl blog there 's definately the mention of the 'dark lord ' .that 's wat I'm gonna call the o levels anyway ;) other things in my life in lieu of the new year:nothing.zilch ,zip ZERO;) I wonder wat 4e2 will do for CIP though...but let's leave all that for 2010 shall we ? There's this new thing that I'm trying to do ...I'm like gonna resent all those bitchy ppl u noe ,all those freaks who said that I was a freak .they are so gettin from me especially that guy and the other one and that woman and that porkie .that's just the short of it .its just this thing that ive relly wanted to do !;)another thing is ...they have really been seirous about this litterin thing huh..u should see the Tamil adv for it!!!so frekin GAY!!!! Hahaha I'm just so tickled at by GAY stuffs u noe??eww I might become one .after this I'm gonna stare at farhan 's pic on my iPod ;) well ,here's to a cheerful new year ;)

Xoxo
The chocolate girl;)

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Singapore idol Sezairi sezali!!;)

Well,despite the judges constant appraisal of sylvia's awesome performance ,it was no surprise that she didn't win.I mean COME ON!!!she's HALF FILLIPINO!!!I mean like serously,her mostly-maid fanbase aren't paid that high to beat a guy who would have fans other than maids and ppl who have MUCH higher income;).yes .I'm really disappointed that no miracles happened and farhan didn't win .boo hoo!look at the bright side,10 years down the road when he's a nobody,and when I regconise him,he might think that Ima great girl and mayb ...he might actualli MARRY ME.huh.dream on.anyway the star of today -well yesterday and the years to come-is
SEZAIRI!!!the Singapore idol producers
have made sure yet again to prize a good-
looking Malay boy with the IDOL -ship;)
Well I have to hand it to sezairi .he played the cool cat all the way then emerged finally as the STAR;).the only part which disturbed me the most is the part where the top2 sang lady gaga 's bad romance ;? Really horrible .especialy the part where they sang in french eep!!!!!other than that loved it!!!!! from now it would be hard to call a 'mat' a mat as u might just be tokin to the next Singapore idol;)

Xoxo
Chocolate GiiiiiiiRL;)

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Boxing day;)26.12.2009

As everyone knows,today is the official boxing day,which also means ,inevitably and surely tat our senior year is in 4 DAYS.which means 4 days before I actually start activating my new resolutionz .well,since I'm always forgettin my resolutionz and thus dun end up fufillin them, this years resolution has been acronymed so that I'd rmb.;)therefore ;P.S.P

1.Promptness.I am of course tokin abt INDEPENDENCE.to be able to take of meself and my surroundings MORE.to stand up for what I think is right(despite the fact that I may earn some enemys along the way).to avoid the need of needing screamin ,naggin and reminders to do wat I have to do!know wat I'm sayin?

2.Screw.I noe it sounds weird but let me explain,I've been known to let loose too much so therefore Im gonna screw up(not in the 'shit myself' sense)and start getting down to buisness.I too wanna behave like a SENIOR.get what I mean.to come off as annoyin after 2 years? That's just unacceptable;)so basically all im sayin I'll let the tiger out on SPECIAL occasionzzz.

3.Perfection.now I'm tokin abt WHERE all the seiruosness will GO.STUDIES. You noe wat I'm gonna say,I noe wat Im gonna say.get into a good JC.revise,listen to teachers ,dun make fun of mrs chew though she is PORK;)).love it when I do that;))basically love studyin then you'll thank yourself later on!;)

So psp,it will be ! My new year will be of all these PLUS my beloved POETRY.I'll put up my first ever masterpiece the next time I blog !sooooo do wait for it!!!!!;)

Xoxo,
Chocolatesh;)